Don't Tell Me I Didn't Remind You About This

 Falling in love is easy, staying in love is hard

I heard those lines repeatedly in drama, long before I got involved on it. I think, that's true. Once, I found my husband charming and all. I think, I fell in love with him when he showed me lots of love and affections. 

Now, when I see this side of him-a man who loves to work and play hard-I feel secured since I know that he won't leave me hungry. He also knows how to have fun. But, I somehow feel that I am just that woman who cooks for him, cleans his dishes, watches his kid grows well. Every woman can do that for him. I feel like... I am just a tool. I sometimes forget how to be I am-how to be happy like I was, when I am alone. 

You're not perfect, neither I. 

Funny, how could he bowed and said "I want to make you happy" when he can't do that continuously?

I found this line and warned him, 
"A woman will leave you for the lack of attention and affection quicker than she would if you cheated on her."

I didn't say that I wanted him to cheat on me. I just wrote this journal as a therapy, and to remind him that I have warned him, when once he realized I am leaving him for no reasons. 

Did you find the reason now? 

Can you just stay in love again?